Huwebes, Enero 29, 2015

Pagkain

May pagkain sana sa bahay, kaso ako'y di uuwi ng bahay. Kaya't ako'y gagastos ng 50, para di lang malipasan ang tiyan na gutom. 50 na magiging 150, pamasahe at onting tubig, kaso may sabaw, 200. Sabaw. Sabaw. #lifefrustrations hay.

Break and Broke

When I'm broke, I feel like breaking up. You can't blame me. I don't have anything to spend when I'm alone. Food ain't a problem and clothes do not matter at the moment.

If I'm really alone, I won't bother spending. I won't bother not getting rich. If I'm really alone, I don't think I need to save. I don't think I need to be rich.

I know you'll get it. It's not for me.

It's not my fault that after graduating, I already know what I want to do with my life; and working for someone is not one. I lost all my passion building up a career, I lost my passion doing my best in work. Good is enough for me. My eyes are all set in building up something I own. I don't know how I can achieve all of that. If only I'm alone, I'll do it alone. I'm not making my parents as an excuse, but they really are nuisance. I can't learn anything because of them and I hate it that I don't like them to go and mess up with my plans. This is really frustrating.

I have to be firm in my decisions, but you literally pass right through my walls. You can't be controlled. I don't know how long I could last. I'm just being honest. I don't know how long I can trust love. What if love just leads me to despair in the future? I can't fathom how someone like me could fail life that easily. Too many chains holding me back and you're looking at me like I'm someone stupid. I just don't know if you really know me. Do making my own rules, my own world, my own standards made me look like a fool to you? I'm not anyone's pet and I'm literally above the law. Everyday, I'm just choosing to become a fool, coz fools don't have any worries. #adsdasdsad

Lunes, Enero 12, 2015

Nakakainis

Nakakainis. Nakakainis tong araw na to. Hahaha. Di na nga gumagana sa mac tapos yung laptop na maliit pinamigay pa. Wala na kong magagamit. Bwisit talaga. Naiinis ako ng sobra.