Lately

Lately it's only you I've been talking to. I don't know why, but it seems that I don't have the will to talk to anyone else but you. Talk I mean real talk. Well of course I talk with my family, but for a month or two, or three. You're the only one I've been talking to. Only you. I know it's not a good thing. Well, I'm happy whatever state we're in.

Work is such a frightening event in once life. Many want it, wanted it, I suppose. I don't know how will we cope up with work. I really don't know. 

Impervious

IMPERVIOUS

You who knows me
must have already realize that you 
will always have this grip on me,
The day I laid my eyes on your soul,
my heart was already at your disposal.

It was never complete to begin with,
hearts are fragile pieces,
easy to break and easy to crush.
So don't you say that you are the only one who's broken,
the one before you never returned anything when she left,
The smiles, laughs and even life was taken and left to die.

But people are not made to remain zombies,
souls die but they born anew.
People have dreams and 
ambitions to keep their hearts burning,
to bear a new soul, one that is capable of doing anything again.

You who knows me,
must have already realize,
that the one you have now is real.
He was made to withstand any pain,
to let it in,
to let the abyss take its place,
let the heart be devoured,
and to let the body shatter with fear,
Because only when the heart vanishes completely,
can it bear anew.

Know that he is not afraid to lose you,
not because he does not jolt with pain every-time you fight,
His body feels like tearing apart
every time he thinks he will lose the one that knows him well.

He is not afraid,
His heart was already torn apart, 
shredded to pieces,
trampled, wasted.

So this time,
Just this time, he will not hold back.
Till his heart shuts down on its own,
till his body drops dead,
he will not stop. 
Even if it feels like he is just being led to a cliff.
He will jump, He will not stop.
Because from the moment his eyes saw your soul,
He realized that his heart was already yours to begin with.

Kayo

"Kayo"

Sabi nila, hindi daw tatagal ang isang relasyon na malabo,

Sabi nila, naglolokohan lang ang dalawang taong walang commitment sa isa't isa,

at sabi pa nila, lagi mo daw mararamdaman ang pagkakulang 

dahil sa araw araw na wala ang salitang "kayo" para pagbuklurin ang kayo,

naguusap man o hindi, malapit man o malayo.

...

Makapangyarihan ang mga salita,

Puwede rin mapanlinlang,

Pero sa lahat ng salita, ang salitang "Kayo"

Ang isa sa pinakamakapangyarihan.

Isang salita lang,

puwede mong mapalayas ang isang tao na sunod ng sunod sayo,

Isang salita lang, puwede kang makaramdam ng pagmamahal,

isang salita lang, may nabubuo nang lubid na nagtatali sainyong dalawa.

Isang salita lang, maaari mo nang maalala lahat ng kasiyahan at hirap na pinagdaanan,

isang salita lang, mapapaasa ka na sa patutunguhan niyo sa hinaharap.

...

Pero kahit wala ang salitang "kayo" sa ating dalawa,

kahit lahat ng bagay hindi sigurado,

araw araw na nangangamba,

araw araw na natatakot,

nilalakasan parin ang loob.

wala mang salitang "kayo" sa atin,

Meron namang "ako", ako na mamahalin ka,

ako na hihintayin ka hanggang sa dulo,

ako na siguradong sa'yo ako,

hanggang hindi pa nagmamahalan ang aso't pusa,

hanggang may pag-asa pa sa humanity,

hanggang di pa bumababa ang mga aliens sa planet earth,

hanggang may mga lapis pa at ballpen,

Sa'yo ako, hanggang hindi ka pa nagmamahal ng iba.