Hindi Madali
Hindi madali ang umibig.
Sana kung ang pag-ibig ay parang pag-aalaga lang ng isang aso,
na kung saan lahat ng iyong pagmamahal ay masusuklian.
Pero hindi.
Ang pag-ibig ay parang pag-aalaga ng isang tigre,
hindi mo alam kelan ka masasakmal.
At kung sino ang dumikit at mahulog ng husto, ay siyang talo.
Hindi madali ang umibig.
Sana kung ang pag-ibig ay parang pagbili lang sa SM,
na kung saan ikaw ay masusuklian kahit gaano kalaki pa ang iyong ibigay.
Pero hindi.
Ang pag-ibig ay parang pagpapautang sa iyong kaibigan, parang pagbabayad mo sa isang taxi driver, parang pagbibigay mo ng lahat sa isang magnanakaw...
na kung saan minsan ito'y di nababayaran, hindi nasusuklian, at kadalasan, ikaw pa ang masasaktan kahit binigay mo na ang lahat.
Hindi madali ang umibig.
Year 2016 - Unti-unti akong nahulog sa'yo. Nasabi ko sa sarili ko, na ikaw na ang taong papakasalan ko. Isang taon ang lumipas, nasabi ko sa sarili ko na madali ang umibig, basta ikaw ang kasama, dahil lahat ng pag-ibig ko ay sinusuklian mo. Isang taon ang lumipas, naramdaman ko kung gaano mo ako kamahal, at ngayon ko lang ulit ito naramdaman. Isang taon ang lumipas, unti-unti mo rin akong binuo. Kaya di ko malilimutan, na isang araw pala ay unti-unti mo rin babawiin lahat ng pag-ibig na binigay mo sa akin. Para mo lang pala akong pinautang, at sa dulo, mas malaki pa ang sisingilin mo. Pero sino ba naman ako para magreklamo? Ikaw din naman ang bumuo sa akin, siguro tama lang na ikaw din ang sumira. Muli kong naranasan, na hindi pala madali ang umibig.
Sinubukan Ko
Kaya, sinubukan ko magsulat,
Mga kuwento at kanta,
Musika at tula,
Dahil gusto mo, dahil gusto ko
Bawat letra ikaw ang laman,
Bawat liriko ikaw ang pinapatamaan
Kulang na lang, sabihin ko sa'yo ng harapan
Pero kulang pa ba? O sadyang manhid ka lang?
Parang bola mo na 'kong pinaglaruan,
Bakit hanggang ngayon hindi mo parin alam?
Ano ba talaga ang iyong nararamdaman?
Sinubukan ko naman magbago,
Sinubukan ko naman tumawid sa kalsadang mabato,
Sinubukan kong maniwala sa mga bagay na hindi ko gusto,
Sinubukan ko, pero kulang pa ba?
Natuto akong magsulat,
Natuto akong maniwala,
Kinalimutan ko na ang lapis ay may pangbura,
Kinalimutan ko na ang puso ko ay puwedeng umibig sa iba
Kung ang pag-ibig ay parang hikaw na puwedeng tanggalin,
Matagal na siguro kitang pinalitan
Kung ang pag-ibig ay parang payong na kailangan lang pag may ulan,
Matagal na sana kitang kinalimutan
Pero hindi. Alam ko, dahil sinubukan na kitang kalimutan.
Alam ko, dahil parang pagbabasa at pagsusulat, na hindi kayang kalimutan.
Sinubukan ko.
Linggo, Disyembre 17, 2017
Huwebes, Oktubre 6, 2016
President Rodrigo Duterte's Bashers, READ THIS!
SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT
Child, when will you ever accept that he's our president now?
He's there, he's been elected, and he is the president. Whether you voted for him or not, you have to take the responsibility of supporting/helping our government.
I'm not saying that you should accept the EJK. If that's your view, then fight for it!
BUT THE WAY YOU ARE DOING IT IS WRONG!
Bashers, media, and critics, we are here to help the government. The best thing you could do is to voice out your opinion thinking that you are suggesting ways on how to make things better. But the way you are doing it right now? Totally wrong.
You curse the president, you call him things which are not appropriate. You're badmouthing him in Social Media, degrading him. Is that what your mother taught you?
You're a disgrace...
If you really can't accept that he's our president now, then don't squall like a pig, because your trashtalks don't even reach Malacanang, it only destroys our country more.
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Go out into the streets and protest! If that's what you want, then go and create another revolution. Chickening out? What a disgrace.
Think before you write or post anything.
EJK
Have you ever think about it? As much as I know, drug users and pushers who surrendered weren't killed. And only those who run and fight were killed.
Just imagine you're a policeman and faced with a drug addict, instead of raising his hands, he's trying to pull someting on his pocket?
Just leaving this here
Child, when will you ever accept that he's our president now?
He's there, he's been elected, and he is the president. Whether you voted for him or not, you have to take the responsibility of supporting/helping our government.
I'm not saying that you should accept the EJK. If that's your view, then fight for it!
BUT THE WAY YOU ARE DOING IT IS WRONG!
Bashers, media, and critics, we are here to help the government. The best thing you could do is to voice out your opinion thinking that you are suggesting ways on how to make things better. But the way you are doing it right now? Totally wrong.
You curse the president, you call him things which are not appropriate. You're badmouthing him in Social Media, degrading him. Is that what your mother taught you?
You're a disgrace...
If you really can't accept that he's our president now, then don't squall like a pig, because your trashtalks don't even reach Malacanang, it only destroys our country more.
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Go out into the streets and protest! If that's what you want, then go and create another revolution. Chickening out? What a disgrace.
Think before you write or post anything.
EJK
Have you ever think about it? As much as I know, drug users and pushers who surrendered weren't killed. And only those who run and fight were killed.
Just imagine you're a policeman and faced with a drug addict, instead of raising his hands, he's trying to pull someting on his pocket?
Just leaving this here
Martes, Mayo 17, 2016
Realizations
dwdw
I've written enough passionate love songs played by my heart. It's time to settle for a quiet love. Something that's not chaotic. Someone who I can fully love yet still love myself. I'm happy, and that's what matters.
I've written enough passionate love songs played by my heart. It's time to settle for a quiet love. Something that's not chaotic. Someone who I can fully love yet still love myself. I'm happy, and that's what matters.
Martes, Abril 12, 2016
POST!
yey engagement and likes. Bawi bawi lang.
Things I should improve:
1. Crappy writing
2. Designs (But I like white, spaces, and crappy)
3. earnings
4. Security
5. Engagement
Mga kinakatakutan:
Feeling ko anytime madodown site ko,
SEO - got no idea how to do this. Don't wanna pay, etc.
Things I should improve:
1. Crappy writing
2. Designs (But I like white, spaces, and crappy)
3. earnings
4. Security
5. Engagement
Mga kinakatakutan:
Feeling ko anytime madodown site ko,
SEO - got no idea how to do this. Don't wanna pay, etc.
Martes, Marso 22, 2016
Duterte & Miriam: bakit hindi pwedeng pagsamahin
Personally, I'm for Duterte & Miriam tandem. But I guess it won't work, just because it sounds so wrong, their tandem that is...
Dumi! Dumi! Dumi! Vote Dumi!
or worse...
Du mi...
better...
Midu, but I'm not for Miriam as president, so never mind.
Dumi! Dumi! Dumi! Vote Dumi!
or worse...
Du mi...
better...
Midu, but I'm not for Miriam as president, so never mind.
On Presidency: Let's Du it
My president is someone who's not pretentious but a little bit ambitious.
He's a man of action. He answers issues only when it's relevant, and he's the king of witty mockery.
He understands a normal person, he feeds the public with reality, and he doesn't hide facts even if it will cost his life.
I'm tired of hearing bullshits from the current administration and I'm not buying any of that "Tuwid na Daan" campaign. Data says it's all good, but in reality, the people are suffering, and no one admits it as much as my president do.
Once he is seated, we'll surely have a hard time. Things will get complicated, and as a millennial, I know my freedom will be compromised, but that's the extent of which I'm willing to sacrifice. Besides, my president will sacrifice his life, his soul, and his humanity just for the country.
He may commit wrong decisions, he may fail, he may die even before corruption gets killed, but who doesn't fail? Who doesn't commit wrong decisions? One thing I know, whatever happens, he will bet his life for the country. He will Du it, he's already doing it.
He's a man of action. He answers issues only when it's relevant, and he's the king of witty mockery.
He understands a normal person, he feeds the public with reality, and he doesn't hide facts even if it will cost his life.
I'm tired of hearing bullshits from the current administration and I'm not buying any of that "Tuwid na Daan" campaign. Data says it's all good, but in reality, the people are suffering, and no one admits it as much as my president do.
Once he is seated, we'll surely have a hard time. Things will get complicated, and as a millennial, I know my freedom will be compromised, but that's the extent of which I'm willing to sacrifice. Besides, my president will sacrifice his life, his soul, and his humanity just for the country.
He may commit wrong decisions, he may fail, he may die even before corruption gets killed, but who doesn't fail? Who doesn't commit wrong decisions? One thing I know, whatever happens, he will bet his life for the country. He will Du it, he's already doing it.
Lunes, Pebrero 1, 2016
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