The heart is deceitful above all.

THE HEART IS DECEITFUL ABOVE ALL

Do not trust your heart completely. Believing that you love someone so much, doesn't mean that your heart will not fall to anyone except that person. This is a common misunderstanding between couples. They thought that they love their partner so much that they don't care if they get too close to their friends, or strangers. And they end up falling in love with another person, and their relationship starts to crumble, and there you go, a broken relationship.

I'm posting this because of wide-spread stories about couples who broke up because of the presence of a third-party. And they come out being helplessly in love, and saying that there's no one to blame, and sometimes even blaming up the other one who didn't do any mistake at all.

This one came from the Bible. Do not let your heart be deceive. Even if we know we love God so much, that doesn't mean that we will be able to follow him completely. We must guard our hearts so that we will always love God.

I Touch

I TOUCH

I touched her, I touched her face. I caressed her hair. I Felt her skin with her hair on her arms touching mine. I touched her.. It was not lust at all, it was Love. Four-letter word that will describe everything every time I touch her. It is a desire. But not the sort of lust. I touch.

Stain

Stain

Stained, the consequence. I don't need to prove anything to her mom. I'm me. And that's it. I like her mom, and I'm not wondering why her mom ......... me. Hais, X_X A bit saddening. Wake me after this is over. Need to read again..

Way Out

Way Out

To forget, to leave, to be better,

The only way out from a disaster.

To let go of something I didn't want to go,

To let go of the chance I always had,

Lightning that stroke twice,

A chance that came a million times,

yet I never grabbed.

To trust forever, to love forever,

something that everyone must not remember.

Coz human trust is evil,

Human love is not love at all,

It can be lost, it grips, and sometimes it hates,

Erased

Something you hold dear,

a status you don't want to erase,

yet a new love replaces it,

A pinch in the heart,

a slight step back,

yet if love wasn't strong enough,

best won't come out from my mouth,

This is how much I love you,

to be able to erase that status I once hold dear. 

Your only way

Way Out

If it's your only way out then let it be,
Then don't try to stop it, do it and enjoy it.
I'll even join you enjoying the pain it brings,
a scorching feeling yet a subtle way of relaxing and soothing feeling.

If it's your only way out..
The tears that drop,
No one could wipe it away, not for forever,
Not even yourself can stop it from falling,

If it's a way out to feel loved,
to remember the good times,
to calm them\ mind, soul and heart,
if it's the only way out.

Toinks

Agony of Death

I'll never abandon my heart,
never will I forget my youth,
I'll always be a man mature enough to face troubles,
I'll always be a boy who silly falls in love and hears his heart the most,

never will I rely on intellect alone,
never will I be so confident in the aspect of love,
never will I trust people,

Always doubt,
Always feel,
Always love...

A man and a boy falls in a woman and a girl.

I'll never forget how to become a child, If ever I will forget,
I will forget how to love.

Je T'aime toujours

Je T'aime toujours

Alam ko na dapat hindi tumatalon ang puso ko sa tuwa, pero bat ako kinikilig at natutuwa. Hahaha, mag fofour 4am na pero nagising ang buo kong dugo. je T'aime toujours! >.< petty. Pero siguro masaya lang ako, kahit for friends pa meaning nun or kung ano man masaya ako. :') Wala naman magbabago pero masaya lang ako. wefwefqqrfeq

"beat"

Love

Love

I love her.

This day I felt a little bit strange... Love is devouring me completely again. The brain started to contradict the heart. The me that doesn't want to be hurt, the me that doesn't want to be a zombie, the me that is full of fear, the me that has doubts to its own race, the me that tells me that an intruder is again taking my heart, taking my soul, taking me completely and I'm completely helpless.

But this time it's different. It is shouting, run away from it, coz the brain knows that the heart will always long for this one, that the heart won't stop loving this one, that the heart will give more than it can give til it breaks down, and the heart will try to fix itself just to give more again to this one. But the brain will let the heart coz the brain knows that the heart knows that foolishness must be avoided. That it mustn't always give because in the end, the one who gives without thinking will always lose. 

I love her.

A night  full of bright stars,

A day filled with light from the sun,

But the chain forbids,

The cage locks,

And the man stops from reality,

And tries to dream.

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Easy as 1,2,3

EASY

If only things were easy as a,b,c. Then everything would go as I would want it to be. If only life was not that complicated, Love as is. If only the Heart can be seen, and the mind can see the road it crosses. Then there would be no broken hearts lying on the street.

How can someone love without knowing if the Love poured is not wasted? If the love shared is needed. There's no point in giving a million bucks to a rich man who has more than enough. Same goes with love, there's no point in giving it to someone who doesn't need love. But who does not need love? everyone needs it. But then a rich man needs something too. But not money for sure. Just like in love, everyone needs it but not from everybody, only from few. 

I would stay forever if only it was as easy as 1,2,3. If only love was not complicated as it is for me.

If only I could ask her how she feels everyday, if only I could ask her "how was her day?" everyday and not bore her or irritate her. If only routines do not bore her. But it does, and the things she thinks she wants won't turn out to be the things she would hate. But I do not know that yet. I want to love her even if it irritates her. But I know how it feels to love without the love of it being not needed. just like the love of my mom. I do not need most of it, and it irritates me and I could only wish that she loves me less and that would mean to me that she loves me more, more than the love she is showing me right now. hays, If only love is easy.

Especially to the people who has many doubts, they'll wake up someday and will think that they do not love the person they thought they love. The foolishness of the heart will cause love to suffer. So many to think about, but one thing's for sure, love with doubts will never work out for me, that's why I have to continue even if the future isn't so clear. Even if pain and suffering is what I can see. I can take it, as long as the pain that is within her will lessen. That's it my problem no. 2. >.<