I love you without knowing why

I love you without knowing why and how.
Yet I know I love you and why.
I don't want to be vulnerable yet,
I don't want to beg for your love yet,
I don't want it, coz I know I want it.
You'll regret the day that I become like that,
If you love me, tell me, show me,
Coz all I see now is a fog of your reality,
All i see is a disgust of my reality compared to your world of fantasy.