Easy as 1,2,3

EASY

If only things were easy as a,b,c. Then everything would go as I would want it to be. If only life was not that complicated, Love as is. If only the Heart can be seen, and the mind can see the road it crosses. Then there would be no broken hearts lying on the street.

How can someone love without knowing if the Love poured is not wasted? If the love shared is needed. There's no point in giving a million bucks to a rich man who has more than enough. Same goes with love, there's no point in giving it to someone who doesn't need love. But who does not need love? everyone needs it. But then a rich man needs something too. But not money for sure. Just like in love, everyone needs it but not from everybody, only from few. 

I would stay forever if only it was as easy as 1,2,3. If only love was not complicated as it is for me.

If only I could ask her how she feels everyday, if only I could ask her "how was her day?" everyday and not bore her or irritate her. If only routines do not bore her. But it does, and the things she thinks she wants won't turn out to be the things she would hate. But I do not know that yet. I want to love her even if it irritates her. But I know how it feels to love without the love of it being not needed. just like the love of my mom. I do not need most of it, and it irritates me and I could only wish that she loves me less and that would mean to me that she loves me more, more than the love she is showing me right now. hays, If only love is easy.

Especially to the people who has many doubts, they'll wake up someday and will think that they do not love the person they thought they love. The foolishness of the heart will cause love to suffer. So many to think about, but one thing's for sure, love with doubts will never work out for me, that's why I have to continue even if the future isn't so clear. Even if pain and suffering is what I can see. I can take it, as long as the pain that is within her will lessen. That's it my problem no. 2. >.<