Impervious

IMPERVIOUS

You who knows me
must have already realize that you 
will always have this grip on me,
The day I laid my eyes on your soul,
my heart was already at your disposal.

It was never complete to begin with,
hearts are fragile pieces,
easy to break and easy to crush.
So don't you say that you are the only one who's broken,
the one before you never returned anything when she left,
The smiles, laughs and even life was taken and left to die.

But people are not made to remain zombies,
souls die but they born anew.
People have dreams and 
ambitions to keep their hearts burning,
to bear a new soul, one that is capable of doing anything again.

You who knows me,
must have already realize,
that the one you have now is real.
He was made to withstand any pain,
to let it in,
to let the abyss take its place,
let the heart be devoured,
and to let the body shatter with fear,
Because only when the heart vanishes completely,
can it bear anew.

Know that he is not afraid to lose you,
not because he does not jolt with pain every-time you fight,
His body feels like tearing apart
every time he thinks he will lose the one that knows him well.

He is not afraid,
His heart was already torn apart, 
shredded to pieces,
trampled, wasted.

So this time,
Just this time, he will not hold back.
Till his heart shuts down on its own,
till his body drops dead,
he will not stop. 
Even if it feels like he is just being led to a cliff.
He will jump, He will not stop.
Because from the moment his eyes saw your soul,
He realized that his heart was already yours to begin with.