Trapped

Here I am again, back to the cage where I belong. Trapped and alone. Well, it didn't bothered me anyway... (sing "the cold never bothered me anyway) Well, it was always meant this way. After graduation, I'll be caged again. It's like I was temporarily sent to a training program on how to live outside. Then, after the training session, I'll be sent back to the cage. Well, the cage is always safe. But I hope, they are not locking it as they used to.

I just don't want anyone to join me in my trapped state and I'm sure no one would be happy in sharing my burden with them. We all live alone.

I hated the things they hate, and even without them, I'll still hate it. That's why I don't see the reason why they are trapping me. Their eyes will always be there. It's so unfair. I can't even plan my own life because of this cage. I should be working out in the morning, reading some stuff in the afternoon and going for an adventure in the evening. But all of this can't be done. Life is so unfair. If you don't accept the circumstances life has given to you, the whole earth will try to arrest you and take away all the respect you have in yourself.

Cruel life. I can't wait for the day I'll be truly independent. But it scares me. Because my brother is still living in our house. Maybe they'll expect me to do the same. Hay life.

To do the things you like you must fight for it. you must wage war. But isn't in a war, no one wins? even there is a victor, no one really wins. That's why after fighting for the things you love, after it, you will just get the trophy but you will never become a winner. Reality stinks. Better off dreaming. Gonna drown this in sleep. Zzz.