Graduation getting near

GRADUATION!

Feeling obnoxious..Graduation. Hope I graduate on time.

Fear. I don't know why but for the first time, I'm afraid of letting go. It's like letting go another part of you that you know it will never come back. I don't know yet what will I lose. But I know for sure, I will lose something in graduation. Memories, friends, lifestyle, etc. I don't know. But it's really weird that for the first time I don't want to move on. But I know if I will get stuck into something for now, I will never be what I wanted to be. I fear that I won't be able to grow anymore if I don't accept things like I used to. Fear. I fear, that finding work will be hard. I fear that all I've learned in college is not enough. I fear that they won't see how willing I am to learn and I fear that no one will ever know the real me.

Life Awaits.
Why do I feel it's too soon? I hope my everything is willing to adapt in the new environment I'm going to be. I'm excited. I know life is full of surprises, and some surprises are not what we hope to be. I'm not really scared, sometimes, it's just good to evaluate ourselves and look how we mold ourselves to become better. You'll be surprise that sometimes, you forget things that will make you better because forgetting them means getting stronger in the eyes of many and in your own eyess.