It was quite painful to see and hear students being called as cum laude and all. I used to be on that stage. Even when I was in high school and chose not to excel in academics, I was awarded for making in the top finalist in the NCR. But yesterday, I was just waiting for an illusion. Nothing came up. And I knew, I was truly sad.
It was louder than any sound, being called cum laude and parents giving the medal to their child. But I guess pain starts to numb after some time. After all, it was only yesterday that I felt I was nothing special. I was just like everybody else. Now I have yet again to prove myself. To regain the confidence I have in myself. It's not called "failing" if ever I do not achieve something or got the first prize. Until I don't quit, it's not failing.
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