10 days

10 days have passed, I still can't believe it. The thing I hate the most was blamed on me. So fvcking planet earth. If I was her I would have freaked out and would not talk to me anymore. I've looked through my messages and I know that somehow I can't explain all those words, only the things running on my mind back then, and it will never be proven. But I swear to God that I have no real intentions on meeting them and have a short pleasure that I will regret in the future. All for lust, it was all blamed on me. I could never erase that part of me, but that will never happen again. I still can't believe it. In my mind I always accuse people of having no loyalty and they will soon cheat in the future, but here I am now, accused of  being someone like that, I know I didn't. But now I remember a quote, "Don't tame a cat, it will soon become a tiger". I know in myself that I would never cheat, but better be more careful. As the saying goes "Don't give the devil a foothold".